11.1. Down, Down the Drain


There they are!

winding about,

withering betwixt my toes. 

My thoughts,

mostly visuals.

The dirty remnants of images inadvertently conjured.

“What is there if not things I imagine?” 

“What is there if not things in real life?” 

These remnants are emotional and/or otherwise provocative; just bits of information that must be shed from me. 

I look down to face them.

Instead I see a tired reflection,

an appearance broken up by the spurts of water that intrude into the picture.

A broken illusion.

Not even me but someone else,

a parcelled composition of some other soul. 

The law of laws:

whatever it is, 

there’s something better; there’s someone better. 

“Who cares I guess?”

I care, I guess. 

I don’t want to wash anymore.

I grab the towel.

I forgot,

one more obstacle.  

The menacing mirror.

This one remains avoided.